I've Always Loved Kink

From hubby,
Where should I start? I guess I should start from the beginning. I think I’ve always loved kink or I guess I should say the taboo. Even my first wet dream was outside the norm. I remember having this dream about my 5th grade teacher. In reality I was the teacher’s pet to this hot dark skin mature black woman but in my dreams she was teaching my a lot more about life than what was in the school’s text books. Everything about this fantasy was taboo, a young white boy in the south dreaming being fucked by his 5th grade black school teacher.

A couple of years later I remember watching my first porn video, one that I stole from a family member. 6 hours of porn, dirty xxx rated porn, out of the 6 hours one scene stays with me even today. It was a scene of two white males both having sex with a beautiful black woman. She was hot, red coloring in her hair, nice tits and ass with a beautiful face. It was so exotic, especially the part where one of the men entered her vaginal while the other fucked her asshole. It was the first time I had ever seen anything like that and I was more aroused than I had ever been before. Before that I didn’t even know about anal sex but then I discovered not only anal but also dp. Another porn scene that has stayed with me over the years is one of a BDSM scene where a female dom ties a man up to a bed and rides him. I think these two scenes made me cum without me even having to touch myself.

A couple of years after that I had a crush on a girl at school. It took me awhile to work up the nerve to talk to her. After I did she and I began to build a friendship, she even started calling me her boyfriend. While we were together I’m sure I could have had sex with her but I didn’t. I didn’t because I was scared. I knew she was sexually active and I was still a virgin. So after a while I discovered that she was cheating on me. At first I was broken-hearted but after a while I started to grow aroused. I found myself thinking about her getting fuck by different guys. Thinking about the sight, sounds and touching between them. I visualized her having sex with other guys and it made me cum, it made me cum really hard.