When I First Met Her

From Hubby,
When I first met the wonderful woman who is now my wife I was going through a stage in my life.  I was trying to deny the things that I like and be this person who I felt like everyone else wanted me to be.  I read the bible, I wasn’t watching any porn and made new friends.  I tried to be the all American boy so I regressed any type of kink inside me.

I met my wife at college.  It was her first time away from home and she was experimenting like most college students do.  She drank, liked to party with friends and even smoked a little weed.  At the time I thought she was sleeping around so I guess that’s part of the reason I was attracted to her.  I didn’t know at the time she was a virgin. After we started dating things were good but I found myself becoming controlling.  I made her feel guilty about smoking pot and partying. In many ways she converted back to that innocent girl before college and even became more conservative than she was before.

On the outside things were fine but secretly sometimes I would think about her being this wild party girl sleeping with other people.  As the years went on I started to think about it more often.  I got the most intense hard-ons when I thought about her being this innocent angel in public but a dirty little devil slut in the bedroom.  I tried not to think about it but I started having a hard time getting hard when I didn’t.  Don’t get me wrong I loved her just as much as the day I married her but I need that kink to get me sexually excited, actually I needed her to be part of the kink as well. For years I tried going to strip club to satify those desire but I found myself wishing that the girl on stage was my wife exposing herself to everyone.

Hubby, PS the next post will be written by my beautiful wifey